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Random A to Z of 2012

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The one who is captivating, I guess. Try to get close to this person and yeah it is a success. This person add me and sometimes text me. That’s quite good for me. Being a stalker, oh that just a common action by people to immerse themselves in other people’s life. But it’s only for a while before this person chose to be in private. So gediksss. Haha and it ends the journey of my stalk. Hey but at least I got to see my name appeared in that person’s account. Hoho. This person IM me at fb asking about my pointer and language result. Then we talk through phone discussing about the status of our application to change course. I’d been accepted but not for this person. This person’s tone of course sounds sad and disappointed but to coax or cajole, oh I’m not an expert in that thing. So that golden opportunity just went like that. Quite stupid when I don’t grab that chance to get close to this person but on the whole, you’re just a pinch of my memory and thanks for play your part well in my plot of life.

B-Bowling
The mines, the place that always be chosen to play bowling. Reunion with bestarians and farewell outing with group 52. I’m not a bowling star but just the one who can be a hard competitor to others. Haha. There’s so many style of throwing the ball just to get the strike. But of course majority went to longkang. Hahaha. I cherish the moment we spend time together happily.

C-Cheras
Proudly said that I’m from Cheras, Selangor. Baiti Jannati. I just come from a family that not so rich and not so poor. Just moderate. It is nice to be in moderation. There’s no challenge actually if we’re living in luxurious. 

D-Donut
Inclined to be a donut’s lovers. I just like J-Co & Big Apple’s donut. Dunkin donut is out from my list. Haha I don’t know since when I become addicted with that circle shape’s food. 

E - Emotion
Emotions flair up in 2012. Mixed feelings of anger, depression, joyous and sorrow. Not much negativity this year, and am quite happy for that.

F-Friends
I just realise I’ve got quite a lot new friends start with letter F. Fateha,Farah, Farah Nadia,Fadhlin,Faiz,Farid. All of them are great and quite annoying sometimes. Fateha, a good listener *kata dia lah*, Farah, the soft spoken, Farah Nadia, very the sengal one, Fadhlin, the sempoi one, Faiz, the joyah and Farid, the vexing. Haha

G-Groom
Ehh? Haha I always dreaming,hoping and praying that Allah give me the pious groom. Not so handsome but just nice to see. Nice to see but hard to hold. Cewahhh. Haha. Traits that I looked for in my future groom of course the pious one. Sensible and intelligent. Responsible and has that respect attitude. Good at making jokes and funny. Loyal and love me as who I am. I’m not asking for perfection as I also not perfect.

H- Hectic
HECTIC year full of classes. First sem, I struggled with Maths and Physics while juggling between tutoring and examinations. I thought I was free from the suffocation of numbers and figure but NOOOOOOO. I had to digest that Serway Physics book. Language classes which compiled of English and Arab just sum up the hectic of my schedule.

I-Iftar
For the first time, I use the word iftar instead of berbuka puasa in 2012. Credit to UIA that introduced me to the world of Arabic Language. Our study circle group joined that grand iftar. We ate together in a dulang and then suap each other. Awhh that just so great and of course it tighthens our relationship. Our group also organised an iftar for our class, ordered that nasi briyani,ayam masak merah, sayur acar and what added the best thing was Sir Izzudin, our maths’s lecturer treat us four large Pizza Hut. Really a good rewards for my stomach.

J-Joshua Joseph
I started knowing him from primary school. We become closed since form one until 3 Jan 2012. Why until that date? Here’s the story. At around 3am in the morning, a good friend of mine drowned. He was sent to the ICU as quickly as possible but i was told that it was too late. He had drowned to death. This friend of mine is Haydan Joshua Sebastian.  He will always be remembered and his actions will be immortal. He is Joshua. The friend you could always count on. The friend that would never betray you. The friend that was always by your side even when shit happened. The last time we spent together was on Chinese New Year at Cheah’s house. That moment will forever remain in my mind, my soul and my heart. There will now be a deep silence without him as he was always the joker in our class and school. His voice will never be forgotten among us. To other people, they may have lost a person, a neighbour or an acquaintance. But to us who are close to him, we have lost a truly great friend. I will always remember our good times.  Josh, I miss you. 

K-Karaoke
Who doesn’t like singing right? Nahh don’t lie to me that you never sing any song. Spontaneous, you shaped your lips and starts singing any song that comes lingering in your mind. Alright, I spend my times karaoke with my friends, aliya of course. Kaki karok =.= Haha. Karaoke that can never be forgotten was the one at the mines with my classmate. Singing together the song ‘what makes you beautiful’ was just a nice thing to be reminisce.

L-Lost
Lost; my spirit, my body and my mind. Still figuring out my way back.

M- Mama
My guardian angel, descends from the Heavens above guiding me in the path of purity and righteousness with their own unique set of ways. Mama with her soothing voice and city charms, and also with her own style of doing things. I had the best from her worlds. She is the strongest woman, with an iron heart and bones of steel.  I love you more than anyone ever will.

N-Niece, Nephew
Hasha Khairina and Qaisir Iman. Super duper cute baby. Of course both newborn baby had their own style that tickles our hearts. They lights up our big family. Thank you Allah for sending them into our big family.

O-Oh
The word that keen on to come out from my mouth. Oh macam tu ke? Oh yeke? Ohhhh. Alright, to be short and straight forward, I learned a lot of new things and also experienced something that I never thought I would do it but after all, it is called destiny. Allah always plan the best for us and indeed He is the best planner.

P-Prank
Who likes to be prank by others? If yes is your answer, there must be something wrong with your brain. Erghhh the feeling of being prank cannot be describe by words. Just try it if you want to know more. I don’t want to tell the story, just hate to remember it. Malu kot. Haha. I just want to say that style of typing play a pivotal role in your life. How come I didn’t recognize his typing? Silly me.

Q-Queer
2012 showed me the true colours of some of my friends, coming out of the closet for good. I am not exactly proud of their acts but they have quite interesting lives and the stories they share are magnificent. Hoping you guys don't go astray too far, come back as soon as possible guys.

R-Result
From SPM until I’d finished my final examination for the first sem, Alhamdulillah the result was quite good. Unexpected result actually. I’m just so grateful.  When my parents showed their broad smile, it was a relieved for me. Minus 0.2 from the flatters. It is my result for the first sem. In Shaa Allah will do better for the next sem. 

S-Seldom
Rarely on twitter, @Bibi_Dayana .Shameless self promote. LOL

T-Transformation
'To hijrah is easy, to istiqamah is hard'. Still trying to hijrah myself, struggling everyday. Lord, have mercy. Allahumma yassir wa la tu'assir, rabbi tammim bi khair.

U- UIA
Further my study in UIA after SPM. Still learning to be independent and not rely on anybody else. I have to do all things by myself. Alhamdulillah, I’m comfortable and happy to be a part of UIA.

V-Vaio
I’ve got a new laptop. Sony Vaio-E. My mom buy it for me. Just visiting sony shop, but then she said ‘pilihlah nak yang mana’. I just like erk? Biar betul? So after getting the green light, I picked this Vaio-E, white colour. 

W-Wonder
The mind wonders far and abroad with books, the body wonders within financial capacity and the soul wonders beyond the astral realm. Quite a journey, I must say. 2013, I would wonder further!

X-Xylem
I don’t know why xylem. It just crossed my mind. Alright xylem here means something related with biology. The main point is that I’d been accepted to be allied health science student for the next sem. The difference between this course and my previous course(physical science) just by adding one subject that is biology. I just find that my passion related to this course. So, I’m hoping and praying that Allah ease my path in this new course.

Y-Yatim Piatu
My mom and my dad had become yatim piatu. It means that I have no more grandfather or grandmother from both side. So sad. Allah loves them more. My beloved atuk, Mahat had passed away on March 2012. I pray that atuk will be placed among the good people. In Shaa Allah. I love you atuk. I remember the time when I take care of you at my house. Yana mandikan atuk but of course the part *youknowwhat* my atuk bersihkan sendiri. I cooked for you, I feed you, I put the bedak on your body, making jokes together. Oh how I miss you very much atuk. Without you,the happiness in our big family fade away and full of sorrow. But still, our relationship between other family still strong until now and In shaa Allah forever.

Z- Zeal
I end this year with full of zest. I just try to let bygones be bygones. Turn over a new leaf is a good thing to welcome 2013. Past is a nice place to visit but certainly not a good place to stay.

With that, ends my A - Z of 2012. In Shaa Allah, 2013 will be a better year for everyone.