Alright, i make this entry to tell about my life after SPM. I got an offer letter from International Islamic University Malaysia (IIUM). Doing foundation in physical science course. I accept that offer and yeah my biggest journey begins here. Frankly speaking, i'm happy when knowing i'd been accepted to be a part of iium and at the same time i feel quite sad because i got this course which the main subject must be physics. Oh just-so-you-know how i 'love' physics -_- . What added the feeling of disappointed is none of my classmate or schoolmate get the same place as me and how envy i am when knowing that all my bestfriend aliya,ceria,tasnim and the one that i'm totally missing her like crazy, amirah rahman got the same place. They're doing foundation at UiTM Puncak Alam. But after all, i believed that every cloud has a silver lining.
June 2012
Officially, i'm now becoming the student of Centre for Foundation Studies IIUM.
Alright, the first week is known as Taaruf Week. Minggu suai kenal gitu. Taaruf week is so damn bored lebih lebih lagi dengan aku yang takde kawannya. Terasa ke-forever-alone-nya. And at here also, i know exactly what is the meaning of homesick. Orang tak pernah duduk asrama, macam nilah gayanya. Tak pernah berpisah dengan family, sekali dah berpisah memang parahh. What's more great and like mencurahkan garam pada luka ialah sehari lepas daftar masuk sini, my mom and my sister went to Vietnam. Something like girl's day vacation cuma aku tak boleh ikut sebab dah masuk u kan. Sedih memang takpayah cakaplah. Okay tak kisah sangat diorang pergi bercuti tapi yang kisahnya komunikasi aku dengan diorang jadi susah. Nak call boleh tapi mahal la. Aku kalau call mana boleh sekejap, mesti nak gayut lama. Pergghhh perasaan homesick sangat menyakitkan. Menangis je kerja. Sambil makan pun menangis, orang pandang pun aku buat dunno je. Kesahh pulak aku, tengah sedih kan. Yang lagi menambah stress, dahlah baru masuk tapi dah kena jawab exam. English Placement Test, Arabic Placement Test, Fundamental Knowledge Test and Tilawah Entrance Test. Haa tak ke stress tu? Jadi ayah akulah mangsa tempat aku luahkan perasaan. Banyak kali jugak aku call. Nasib baiklah ayah aku memahami. He knew i'm crying although i didn't tell him. Dapatlah jugak aku survive lepas ayah aku pujuk and beri kata-kata semangat. Spoiled brat? Perhaps yes. Hehe.
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| Mira, my roomate and me |
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| Baju sedondon tau. Tajaan UIA. Haha. |